“Yep,” I smile and look down at my fidgeting hands. “I came here because my parents have friends here, but when I arrived, I didn’t know anyone in the whole country.”
I am leaving tomorrow, and looking back on it, I did not think I was going to make it this long. When I first arrived, I called my parents and begged to come home. I was honestly terrified. When I walked down the streets, I thought “am I going to get stabbed?” and as I feel asleep and heard airplanes passing by, I thought “Are they going to drop a bomb?” Hebrew letters looked cold, hard, and unforgiving and the language left me isolated. Not having anyone I could talk to was really hard, because as my friends know, I need to talk.
This is easily forgotten, though, because after some time these feelings fade and are replaced by the excitement of the adventure. So when I think about my trip to Israel, I will think about all the amazing moments and forget how scared I initially felt.
This post is for the wanderlusting Westonian planning their own Senior Project. Get as far away from your safety net as you can, fall head first into the world, and allow it to catch you. Trust me–it’s so worth it. But here are some things I used to stay balanced in the free fall.
Music and a book: when I was alone, music was with me. When I needed to escape, I had the land of my book.
Whatsapp: although it is important to disconnect, sometimes it really helped reaching out to a friend or family member who cheered me up and gave me the confidence boost to go out and make new friends.
Breathing: falling asleep, driving to a new place, meeting someone new, taking a deep breath calmed me down.
Openness: this may seem obvious, but there are different social norms and way of doing things here. I had to get really relaxed about plans and trust everything was just going to work out-which it has.
Journal: I just write down everything I do and every thought I have. It helps me clear my head so each day I have a fresh set of eyes and an empty mind.
Stretch: not only does it release muscle tightness, it releases mind tightness. I felt much better after five minutes of stretching as if anxiety was held in my back or quads.
Confidence: this is the hardest, but I just keep telling myself that no one cares and if I embarrass myself I will never see them again. I have yet to feel embarrassed. Saying what I think, trying something new, meeting a stranger, this is what has made the trip interesting even though it was the hardest to do.
Westtown: finally, I have kept Westtown with me. When I explain Quakerism and my school to everyone I meet, I am reminded about why I am here in the first place. Westtown trained me for four years for the world–giving me the ability to find peace in silence, community amongst strangers, and strength in myself.


today called The Yard and it was fantastic. I heard some new music and some music that I’ve been listening to and dying to hear live. There was a great variety of bands and the atmosphere was very laid back. The highlight of that showcase was Fickle Friends, a band from the UK. I got to chat with the lead singer, who was very nice. She’s friends with Andrew, the editor/founder of WTGR, and we had a short and sweet conversation about their friendship and other shows they’re playing this week.
I just saw Clara-Nova play in a beautiful church and it was quite the experience. Clara-Nova have a really great electronic sound
from CyArk (the non-profit organization that goes and gets the data with lasers, drones, cameras, etc), a representative from Seagate (a data storage company that holds the large files CyArk and other companies have), and a representative from Ars Electronica (an Austrian ‘museum’ that exhibits digital and electronic arts). They talked about how critical it is to save this information, especially for places like Palmyra that are being destroyed because of the political landscape, and add the human aspect to it. These new technologies will allow us to not only understand the sites themselves, but the human stories and history behind them. The second talk was a very interactive one. People would say a movie or tv show that they thought was “fresh” or “rotten”, defend their opinion, then professional critics would give their opinion. There were 3 critics, Alonso Duralde, Meredith Borders, and Scott Mantz. 
about it. It’s also really neat to see all of the wonderful female artists who are out there right now and uplift them. This week we have two types of posts. The first type is just the standard write up we do, but this week they’re all about songs from women. The second type is very special. We have guest posts where female musicians talk about a female inspiration, either musical or otherwise. We had a great piece from LOOP talking about why pop queen Christina Aguilera is her musical inspiration and I loved seeing how women can encourage and help each other. We’ve also got a piece from Amber Bain of The Japanese House coming and that will be something spectacular. Bain is one of the most gifted females working in music right now and it will be the perfect ending to a girl power week!